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[taimatsu]

Have not written for little while. Am tired. Am doing similar thing to Robert, as in writing in telegraphese. Unlike him, have no current resolution to alter this. Maybe sometime soon.

Housewarming at weekend was fantastic. Family at weekend were wonderful. Mother not very well, though, which is worrying. Her migraines are getting worse.

Got slightly annoyed today at work, but did not show it, which is good, and it passed. It was not serious, and the day was very good in general.

Am currently slightly moody about thing I ought not to be remotely moody about, and am trying to work out why.

Robert gets in late tonight and I'd kind of like to use the time to do something constructive, but I haven't at all and I'm feeling odd and tired and as though I can't do *anything* till I get a hug. Oh well.

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[j4.livejournal.com]

I'm feeling odd and tired and as though I can't do *anything* till I get a hug.

*hugs* (I know I'm not the hugs you want, but hope they help a little anyway.)

I do know just how you feel, though. And my hugs don't get back to Cambridge until Thursday night, and I have things I really have to do before then. :-/

Do you have anything you really need to do tonight? If not, it sounds to me like it would be quite constructive for you to just curl up with a book and a drink and relax a bit. Everybody needs a bit of "time out" sometimes.

[taimatsu]

I took your advice - I have just finished an entire Bill Bryson book, half a packet of tropical fruit juice and most of a punnet of cherry tomatoes, all consumed in bed, with heater on, wearing strange pseudo-pyjamas and silly socks. I still feel a bit off, but marginally less so than before. And I am going to get Robert to help with the laundry when he gets in in half an hour.

Have some *hugs* from me, too. Not as good as your proper hugs, either, but maybe they'll help tide you over. Thursday is not *very* long to wait now. *hug* (Have been thinking about you recently, actually. It would be nice to see you again sometime.)

[j4.livejournal.com]

I have just finished an entire Bill Bryson book, half a packet of tropical fruit juice and most of a punnet of cherry tomatoes, all consumed in bed, with heater on, wearing strange pseudo-pyjamas and silly socks.

:-) Sounds great!

I decided that dammit I was going to get something done (since I've had plenty of relaxing time really, having spent all of Sunday and most of last night curled up with Chalet School books and cups of bovril) and I've got another job application nearly-finished.

Thank you for the hugs. They do help.

Thursday is not *very* long to wait now.

I know... but he's only going to be here for a visit, only Thursday night until Sunday morning at most, and after that I have absolutely no idea when I'll next see him again... so it doesn't even feel like "waiting till Good Thing happens", it feels like "waiting till last definite chance of seeing each other EVER". I don't know if I can get enough hugs in during 3 days to last me for, well, weeks? months? or however long it turns out to be. :-(

(Have been thinking about you recently, actually. It would be nice to see you again sometime.)

It would be lovely to see you again. No idea when, but you're not that far away, at least not on a train... you must come and visit some time. Or I could come to you. Or, er, thingy. Badgers.

See, this is why I never quite manage to email you, because I start emails and they go "Um. Hello! Badgers." and go downhill from there, and I'd feel silly sending people emails quite that dappy ... so, er, I'm being that dappy in public instead. Um, that makes sense. Right. ... I think I need to go to bed soon. :-}

*hugs*

[mirabehn.livejournal.com]

*hugggggggggggggggggggggggggggsyou*

(you need Robert-hugs really, I know, but here are some Elly-hugs anyway).

Hope you're feeling better before too long. I know exactly what the tired-really-should-do-something-and-sort-of-want-to-but-am-lonely-and-exhausted thing feels like. :(

*hugs you again*

[taimatsu]

you got the feeling exactly with your hyphen-string. *sigh* I am a little better now and Robert is back in half an hour. Elly-hugs are good :)