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Tuesday, 20 July 2004 12:05 pmI am feeling quite good today, although I have spent the morning in bed again. I've got to stop doing this.
I miss Robert. And my house.
I might go and have a bath. I wish I could be interesting here and say something people would like to respond to; but I can't think of anything. I feel as though I exist in limbo, with nothing in my life but waiting for other things to happen. Nothing is now. Even the things that are now, the things that I do, are just marking time waiting for the real things. I'm going round in circles, getting nowhere, and I'm completely powerless to do anything about it.
Dammit, I even miss the bus-stop down the road from our house in Reading. I don't know why.
I have just had a BATH. And it was good.
I miss Robert. And my house.
I might go and have a bath. I wish I could be interesting here and say something people would like to respond to; but I can't think of anything. I feel as though I exist in limbo, with nothing in my life but waiting for other things to happen. Nothing is now. Even the things that are now, the things that I do, are just marking time waiting for the real things. I'm going round in circles, getting nowhere, and I'm completely powerless to do anything about it.
Dammit, I even miss the bus-stop down the road from our house in Reading. I don't know why.
I have just had a BATH. And it was good.
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Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 01:58 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 03:54 pm (UTC)I agree with
I wish I could be interesting here and say something people would like to respond to; but I can't think of anything.
But you *are* interesting, in yourself. So just the fact that you've posted at all makes me go "hurrah, it's Lucy!". And that's enough. You're not obliged to entertain us. *smile*
*does virtual juggling while riding a unicycle*
*I have to do this virtually as I cannot do it in real life*
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Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 04:02 pm (UTC)But as it's virtual, she can't see all the signs that you are lying about your fabulous unicycle and juggling skills, so you didn't need to tell her that!
*Does a backflip whilst singing Opera and building an architectural model of a tesseract*
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Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 04:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Wednesday, 21 July 2004 10:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 04:39 pm (UTC)You are so deeply lovely :)
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Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 03:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 04:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 07:21 pm (UTC)I have nothing meaningful to say, but I do have a cute bath icon!
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Date: Tuesday, 20 July 2004 07:31 pm (UTC)