Ramble

me and all my family are still alive.

I spent most of today caring for my mother non-stop, because she did not want non-family aboutand my dad was trying to work. I wound up so exhausted I was ready to weep. I cancelled coffee with Miles. finally went and had minor strop at dad (who was having coffee with a visitor) and got him to take over. Uncle John now here, which is good.

People have been great. Mummy has rallied a bit these last two days which is lovely but actually means she is a tad harder to care for because she's more vocal about her preferences.

Giles gets back tomorrow. Can't wait. Night nurse tomorrow as well from Marie Curie, and Thursday too.

might make it to gig. Might make it to Daisy. Worried about getting train to gig, have feeling might not manage that depending on issues here.

we have a big hospital bed now with an air mattress and a remote control. and all sorts of other equipment. District nurses call three times a day, and the doctor comes a lot too.

I am not checking LJ. Please email or comment with the big news in your life - I like to hear it. Send me email! About anything!

i have a Palm m105. it used to beling to Andrew who has a shinier one now. I must get batteries for it.