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Friday, 17 September 2004 12:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taimatsuI did enrol for my classes after all! I will be missing the first sessions of the yoga and the BSL as they are this week - Japanese doesn't start till the 29th, though. Three year-long courses are costing me over £600 in total! But it'll be worth it :)
Yesterday we were sorting through the family photo albums to find pictures for various bits of the funeral stuff. I ended up paging through about thirty large albums. I must remember that I don't have to be in tears to be feeling bad. I need to learn to identify my emotions slightly better and not use 'wet cheeks' as the equivalent of 'sad'. I don't actually cry very often, and I do it far more out of anger or shock than out of sadness (that's in general, not just with respect to recent events).
Must tidy bedroom and have shower. No motivation at present. Must also plan weekend. I mean, freedom at last, y'know? :/
Yesterday we were sorting through the family photo albums to find pictures for various bits of the funeral stuff. I ended up paging through about thirty large albums. I must remember that I don't have to be in tears to be feeling bad. I need to learn to identify my emotions slightly better and not use 'wet cheeks' as the equivalent of 'sad'. I don't actually cry very often, and I do it far more out of anger or shock than out of sadness (that's in general, not just with respect to recent events).
Must tidy bedroom and have shower. No motivation at present. Must also plan weekend. I mean, freedom at last, y'know? :/
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Date: Friday, 17 September 2004 11:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: Friday, 17 September 2004 04:32 pm (UTC)You'll get used to the freedom and learn to love it again without bad feelings...might take a while, but you will...