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[taimatsu]

I have calmed down slightly. I have wibbled lots in my paper diary. I have worked out what I actually want to do for the next few days; unfortunately, it doesn't involve going to Paris.

I want to:

see Robert

sleep a lot

cook a bit

and pack unhurriedly for Shards.

So now I just have to explain this to my dad and find a way of telling Dominique I'm not coming without hideously offending her.

Is someone else feeling unnaturally serene at the moment? I'm sure I'm way more confused than any one person could normally manage. I must have someone else's confusion too.

Comments

[crocodilewings.livejournal.com]

You can have my serenity if you want it. Too much of it makes me feel uncomfortable.

[aendr.livejournal.com]

It's good to know what you want, even if it's going to be hard to explain to others.
[In other words, I'm reading this and don't really know what to say]

[ashfae.livejournal.com]

I think it's good that you've decided not to go. I hope everyone else understands. *hugs* But really, you need a break, not in the going-somewhere-else sense but in the taking-time-off-for-yourself sense. Go for it. *hugs*

I'm feeling stupidly serene, which means I feel serene and have no business feelign serene because I have a crunch deadline for tomorrow and ideally need to write 2000 words by then, oh my. So perhaps you're getting my worry and stress, because all I feel is "Ho hum, here I am still."

[beingjdc.livejournal.com]

It might be me. This week I've had a dentists' appointment, a lost wallet, an old relative die, another relative give his life savings to fraudsters, a painful rash, some serious health paranoia, two things to do at work next week that probably won't get done, and left my camera at home, and I feel fine.

But I did have five cats in a room with me all at once. I think that's the most ever without being a cattery.

[kmazzy.livejournal.com]

maybe you got my worry. i was very worried until yesterday. then it just sort of went away.

poor you.

*hugs*

i'd like you to know i've been reading everything you write as well.

xxx