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[taimatsu]

am in towering rage of doom. hate work, hate anal-retentive procedures which then aren't adhered to, hate being told to do tasks with inadequate equipment so I spend ages worrying about things I shouldn't need to, hate being pushed around and made to feel like a spare part, then nagged when not doing things just right. Really want to just sod off and go home. have five minutes of lunch left.

I would try to calmly explain my problems with this morning's happenings to my team leader, but I would just end up crying or otherwise making a fool of myself. Instead, I just paste on the plastic smile, nod a lot, and say 'okay!' in a neutral tone.

Fun.

(God, am *so* tempted to just email my boss and tell him I've had enough for today and am going home. I took lunch early because all the being shoved around had sent me onto the edge of wild stress attacks, and I just had to calm down, and now I'm being told off again for taking lunch at an awkward time. I hate this place so much.)

Comments

[borusa.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I could be constructive and suggest that you talk to managers about it, but you already know everything I have to say.

*snuggle*

Robert
GO YOU HUSKIES!

[ex-lark-asc.livejournal.com]

Assert yourself. Really. If you keep saying 'OK' they'll keep thinking it's OK to treat you like this, and the situation will get no better at all. Explain exactly what they're doing to you.

[danfossydan.livejournal.com]

good luck. I know what it is like for work to be like that. :( I let it get to me so much I couldn't function. And now - well I will not work for big companies again.

What I should have done is move job sooner, or explained my problems better.

Good luck, and I'd talk in person not on email. Much better IMO.